Wednesday, June 24, 2009
Gee, please read this before reading on further!
Hmmm, I apologise for not telling how inactive I've been.
It's gonna be long, I just know it.
So, for the meantime, Im using my private blog.
Thanks to anyone who has been reading my blog.
I will be back, but not for now.
Well then, bai! <3
scribbled with much vehemence 5:36 PM
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
Unknown source of jubilation.
You know,
I would go "awwww, so sweet!" when I see a touching love scene.
I would go "Omg, how hawt!" when I see good-hearted people.
I would go "Shucks, guide me, Love" when I see both situations above.
Idk how to tell you this..
I know how love works.
I know to the extent that I can help people with their relationship problems.
But somehow,
when it comes to me..
I'm a heartless person when compared side by side with love.
Xin said, it's all in meh.
I cant seem to find the answer.
Why so profound, love? D:
Cant you just give me a one-word answer other than your name?
I always say to myself,
"Let nature takes its course."
I am. I am letting nature takes its course.
However, im a human.
Indubitably, I would urge nature to move/run/jump/hop fast.
I just want to only reciprocrate the feelings of everyone who has always been showering it on me unconditionally.
I hope I could find you soon, Love.
Night poopy!
Yes, that's your alias name nao! :D
oh, dont argue with meh, it's uber cutsie name.
Now settle down, and publish my post for meh <3
scribbled with much vehemence 12:14 AM
Monday, April 20, 2009
This is the part that's missing in a human heart.
Hello minna-san!
Ah, just watched Zettai Kareshi SP right after an irritated morning.
What can I say...
tears trickled as I watch each and every painful frameshot of their separation.
The SP just sort of win the manga by... 5% o-o
My eyes felt excruciating pain, so painful that, it wanted to close up.
My nose were so blocked.. to the extent that, I had to breathe thru my mouth.
Sometimes, beautiful love is just that ugly.
To leave it beautifully, you have to sacrifice, have to give up, have to be selfish, learn to let go.
It's just too bad that Night-kun is a robot.
"I'm a robot created to love you."
"I can only love you and no one else."
"Even if you passed away, I have to carry on loving you."
"However, I cannot grow old with you."
"I cannot have a family with you."
"But yet, I was programmed to love you."
"Surprisingly, my ego(humane personality) awakened."
"I need to eradicate myself from this world."
"It's all for the sake of your happiness."
Wow, to have such strong powa..
You are surely a robot, Night-kun.
Because if a human were to say all these,
She/he would have suffered from long-term depression.
Died in his/her heart.
The wound is too painful and has deepened too much.
Moreover, you wanna self-destruct yourself after sustaining such deep wound.
Night-kun, you have my support in what you have instructed Namikiri-kun to do.
(Not because I like Soshi-kun to end up with Riiko-chan)
So yea, good ending SPECIALL :P
5/5 starsss :D
If you're a romance fanatic, this is teh DRAMA mannnn. :O
Imma upload some doodling of mine some other time.
For naoooo, its time for NAPPY. D:
nighty nights :)
scribbled with much vehemence 3:09 PM
Monday, April 13, 2009
Intrepid doppelganger (Wonder if it makes sense)
Im backkkkkkkkkkkkk again.
Lol. Too much of anime-fetish again. D:
Re-watching ouran ^^;
I have this sudden urge to create a OHSHC skin. :O
ARGHHHHH. D:
Anyway, Im like wallpaper-hopping :o
Saw a few good ones, image quality: BOOBOO! T_T
Wasted... Like this one below:
GAHHHH. D:
I was thinking of making it my lappy wallpaper. D:
ITS OK, IM SAVED.
I have the DVD. SAVED. :)
*Spam watching the episodes for good MOE*
L-O-L. Btw, listen to this:
You're gonna love the guitar riff at the beginning.
Wonder why no one is posting the ending song with this. o-o
WONDER WHY OST DOESNT HAVE THIS AS WELL. T_T
WONDER WHY IT IS NOT ON IMEEM AND ITS ON YOUTUBE! T_T
(I do not dislike youtube, just that there isnt a repeat function)
scribbled with much vehemence 5:20 PM
Thursday, April 02, 2009
To think I missed out so much..
To get someone to understand you better,
you need to talk to them.
If you want them to like you,
you should talk to them alot.
Hm. Time for bed.
My mom's yelling annoys me much.
dewa, goukigenyo. (Farewell everyone)
scribbled with much vehemence 1:19 AM
Friday, March 20, 2009
Lost in time.. leads to identity loss.
I stumbled upon a new drama!
Yes, this week is drama-hopping!
As I start my drama-seeking journey,
"Maou" appears out of Ikuta Toma's profile.
Gah, he's a great actor in Hana Kimi,
thought I could catch more scenes of him.
Instead, I end up loving the devil.
Ohno Satoshi I think, his real name. From Arashi.
Correct me if im wrong. ^^;
I dont know why I like him nao,
probably the role in the drama was bestowed upon him kinda attract me.
He's not that SUPER IKEMEN to start with.
However, as I continued watching the following episodes,
I gradually start to love him alittle more. o-o
Gah, he's great at giving those intense/murderous/piercing eyes.
I dont know, but I think he's quite a not bad actor.
He just made me "No, you shouldnt do this to the girl!".
That contradiction, that confusion, that hesitation, tinge of sadness, crimson anger..
They are beautifully expressed by this actor.
Probably this is called Charisma.
I've been watching out for his scenes, sometimes, hopefully can skip those ikuta toma scenes (D: Im gonna offend much ikuta-fans)
Ikuta is cho ikemen desu, demo! There's something about him that makes me not go gaga over him. Wonder whats that. :/
I was drawn to that lawyer-san's acting. He's awesome.
Am going to continue my drama journey. :)
Maou, episode 8, here I come :D
scribbled with much vehemence 10:14 PM
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
Taking flight on the wings of sato takeru :P
Me miss mei-chan no shitsuji!
I watched the raw on the streaming site(dramacrazy.net)
Gaaaaaahhhh! I just dont understand that KISS SCENE.
IT SHOULD BE MR MAMESHIBA THERE.
And the airport scene should be RIHITO GOING OFF TO RETAKE HIS S RANK EXAM.
LOL!! Oh well, I dont really like the ending.
Its alittle less juicy compared to the other episodes.
Only the beginning part of the episode was thrilling.
The rest were like talking talkin talkin talkin.
And abit of nakama spirit here and there.
However, I will sure do miss the times when I get excited on tues.
"TUESDAY, MEI-CHAN 9PM JAPAN TIME OUT. WOOTS, TMR CAN WATCH RAW!"
hahaha, my mom would be like, can we watch now without subs. LOL.
Gaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh,
IM DETERMINED TO BUY THE DVD, provided that the subs are good.
I never trust singapore's products. The subs team suck so bad. >_>
Yea, you may pay like so cheap, but the subs are cheap as well.
In malaysia, you can get the DVD with acceptable and comprehensive subs for even less than 10 bucks.
Now, thats what you call great deal! :D
hm, but I dont think I would be going Malaysia any sooner.
Perhaps, I should just give up the thought and
get subdued by singaporean's subs.
Some are so expensive and yet subs are like not even at its normal standard.
ME LOVE MAMESHIBA, ME WANT MEI-CHAN NO SHITSUJI SPECIAL!
NOT TO MENTION, ZETTAI KARESHI'S SPECIAL TOO.
ME WANT BOTH OF THEM NAO! :P
I beettter stop my nonsence, hahaha, behaving like a kid :P
Oooh, btw, I changed the music to mei-chan's OST :D
I always listen to this, and I get oh-so-excited because this is teh opening.
(I GET TO SEE MAMESHIBA DOING THE WHATS-UP-BAD-ASS-FACE, but he's really cool *nosebleeds*)
scribbled with much vehemence 2:30 PM